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Hey all, 

Basic Info:
Name: Kuja Tribbal

Age: 20

Date of Birth: 3rd June 1992

Gender: Gender fluid [Sex: Male]

Personality: Narsassistic and obsessive, Kuja has to be the centre of attention in all situations. He sees the world around him as actors and extras for the materpiece performance that is his life. If someone catches his attention, and he deems them worthy of such attention, he will elevate then in his own understanding to god-like status. He suffers from delusions and often sees an alternate reality where things are not as they seem. Very brash and bold when in company secretly he has many insecurities and can be manipulated when addressed and interacted with in the right way. He flirts and used sexual tone and body language often but rarely puts out. He will become violent when threatened and if he feels he deserves something them he will take it.

Appearance: Known for his skimpy clothing Kuja tends to wear bikinis, lingerie, short skirts and hotpants. Often being mistaken for female because of the clothing choices and his effeminate features, although being gender fluid he doesn't mind any confusion as he doesn't regard it as confusion at all. His hair is long and silver, often decorated with feathers. When he is extrememly angry, or when he is having certain hallucinations he will change into a red outfit with a red feathered hair piece for a dramatic statement.

Background: Kuja was a 'test tube baby' and raised being carefully monitored through his entire childhood. A human experiment. As a child he would imagine he was in a fairytale land while the experiments and monitoring was going on. He was given a monkey tail, furthering adding to his belief about the fantasy world, ars were also attempted at one stage but it was abandoned after a problem with the body rejecting the foreign apendages. As time went on and he began to understand what was happening a bit more he was told that he was special to explain all the attention and experimenting. These things slowly became fixed in his head as truth and he grew more demanding and narcassistic. He was raised to be well spoken and intelligent, reading books about science and being given a thorough home schooling. Once Kuja hit puberty and it was decided that he had been observed as much as was needed the boy was abandoned at an orphanage but his attitude caused multiple problems including setting fire to a school. Eventually after several issues with rehoming and a mental health screening he was admitted to an asylum for treatment. Once it was clear that he may need another lever of help we was moved to the Kingdom Care Institute.

Mecial Disorder: Schizophrenia- Distorted view and idea of reality, hallucinations and delusions, insomnia or oversleep, paranoia, inapropriate laughter.
Possible Triggers: There are not eally triggers to make this worse although the delusions can be conjured to an extent though specific conversations.

Medical Disorder: Delusions, both bizarre and nonbizarre- Delusions are the belief that something is happing to them, for them or that something is affecting them. Kuja suffers nonbizarre delusions that people are after him to steal his hair and his talents. Also that electronic devices and metal devices will hurt or affect him due to prior experiments. He also suffers bizarre delusions that someone has removed his bones/organs/muscles and replaced them with fake or bionic parts. Also that faries, dragons and other mythical beasts exist and converse with him.
Possible Tiggers: Talk of conspiricy theories, mentioning changes to his looks, the way he walks etc. Whispering or being secretive.

Medical Disorder: Hallucinations, auditory and visual- Seeing images, pictures moving, mythical and magical creatures, colours, shapes and patterns that do not exist. Hearting the hallucinations talk to himself and others, hearing voices talking to him, or about him.
Possible Triggers: Mention of patterns, creatures, sounds etc. Whispering and being secretive. Telling him that his false realities are false.

Medical Disorder: Superiority Complex- The patient acts and thinks of themself as superior to others when they are not. Used as a defence mechanism to comceal feelings of inferiority.
Possible Triggers: When he feels threatened or made to look foolish.

MEDICAL CHART

Basic Info:
Name: Squall [Leon] Leonhart

Age: 22

Date of Birth: 20th January 1990

Gender: Male

Personality: Quiet and withdrawn. He tries to focus on the job and not get too distcracted or attached to his work although he does tend to get more attached than he would like to admit. He takes his work seriously and hates to made to look 'silly' even when joking or playing games. He doesn't see making friends as important, only making the necessary 'relationships' with other staff members.

Appearance: He wears his own clothes, usually not bothering to stick with a formal staff uniform [FFVIII outfit]. He always keeps a nightstick on him, and handcuffs. He likes use minimum force when dealing with patients but won't hesitate to use it when necessary. He is 5'8.

Background: Squall is an orphan, he has a bad memory so the days during and before the Garden training are blurred. He has traveled to many places with his job but always liked coming 'home' at the end of it. He doesn't like to admit it but Squall sufferes occasional periods of depression for which he takes anti-depressants and he also has a mild inferiority complex, struggling to believe his worth and capabilities at anything other than his job. Squall rarely leaves the asylum, choosing to sleep in the staff quarters of the hospital rather than going home. He only left to go home when he has a substantial period off work. He is working in the asylum as a security guard, he is not a patient.

Security Experience: Squall trained in Balamb Garden on the SeeD military program and went on to have several jobs as a guardian and knight for people. Secuity roles that usually involved bodyguarding or protection. He eventually decided to give up travelling in that line on work and set about on a change of creer. After some excptonal references he was taken on my the asylem as a secuirty guard, ensuring rules are followed and making sure the grounds and buildings are not disrupetd or broken into.

Just to let you know I FINALLy got round to changing my username. Mine was very connected to an ex and I've wanted to change it for a long time but didn't want to create a seperate account etc.

Anyway I'm going to be cleaning up my gallery a bit and trying to sort out the :groupAxel-Lovers: but I'm not holding my breath. Need more 'staff' as it were and need members who actually follow the rules. Still, I'll keep trying. So if some of the picts or writings you like vanish I'm sure they will pop up elsewhere don't worry.

Take care all whoever read these.

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MEDICAL CHART

BASIC INFORMATION:
Name: Zexion (Zeku, Zexy) Fideli / Ienzo Fideli / Shadow / Luxumia / JJ / Jamie

Age: 23

Birthday: August 31st

Gender: Male

Personality: Zexion is quiet and withdrawn. He spends his time working through puzzle books or completing mental challenges. Zexion is intelligent although this is often masked by his avoidance of interaction. He is sarcastic and witty and would rather give riddles and clues than answer anyone with a straight sentence. Zexion is secretive and gets very defensive if he thinks his privacy has been invaded; this includes someone entering his room, his personal space or even listening in to his conversations. He is very good at changing the subject when he does not wish to discuss something or is being called out about destructive behaviour. Zexion keeps a detailed journal which is kept securely locked; it details his thoughts and ideas no matter how dark. Some of these ideas are put into practice and others are ignored. Zexion's mind gets fixated on numbers often and sometimes it will appear that he is not focused or not listening to someone when he is actually fulfilling his metal rules in over to progress with the conversation/activity. He can become suddenly violent although usually for a reason such as being forced to take his medicines. His anger flashes up quickly and he will, and has, resort to any measure to avoid the activity. He has an extreme fear of fire. He does not like to talk about his past.

Likes: Puzzles, writing, language, numbers, order, his tape measure
Dislikes: Food, being restrained, medicines and drugs, Shadow, mirrors, physicals, fire

Ienzo; estimated age between six and nine based on conversations. Ienzo presents himself as a child although he maintains Zexion's level of intelligence. This results in interactions and conversations which switch between a seemingly normal, adult discussion and a barrage of childish mannerisms such as the repetition of the question 'why' or suddenly 'not understanding' a topic which was being discussed only moments earlier. Ienzo is much more social that Zexion, trusting people and wanting hold hands with the person show that his skills in this area are seriously under developed. Ienzo is often used as a coping mechanism for forced social contact, high pressure situations and dealing with sudden or unexpected physical contact. Although socially capable, Ienzo keeps his thoughts and feelings as secretive as Zexion. One of Ienzo's favourite hobbies is eating, he likes to store up candy or sweets and then have midnight snacks or tea parties; something which greatly distresses Zexion.

Likes: Talking, finger painting, eating sweets, playing tea party, his toy skunk Prince Pungent
Dislikes: Being sick, bedtime, medicine, bossy adults, people with cold hands

Shadow is the name Zexion gave to this mystery persona. He never displays himself to others, unlike Ienzo; Shadow is more of a 'voice inside the head' of Zexion. Often Zexion points out that Shadow was in charge of Zexion's misbehaviour and dark activities. Zexion is frequently seen or heard talking to himself, especially in a mirror, this is Shadow. Zexion tries to avoid talking about him in detail although he will mention the name. Zexion sometimes complains of headaches or is seen holding his head saying that Shadow is at play.

Appearance: Zexion is around 5'3 and extremely thin. His steel-blue hair covers one side of his face, hiding the scarring around his eye. Zexion has severe bruising constantly on his left shoulder and down his left upper arm. His body is kept smooth and hairless, eyebrows shaped perfectly. Zexion is careful to wash every day and clean his teeth properly keeping up good personal hygiene. Ienzo bites his nails which distresses Zexion as it messes up his appearance.
Zexion wears dark clothes. Usually converse or vans style shoes, black trousers and a long sleeved jumper. He never wears short sleeved tops and usually wears things that are purposely too big. He sticks to plain clothes, not really wanting to have brands or band names across his chest. Blues, blacks and purples dominate his wardrobe.

Background: Zexion and his twin Ienzo had a happy childhood, stable family two loving parents who worked hard and raised the boys well. At the age of eight there was an accident; after being told to stop running around the room, Zexion tripped on the living room rug and fell into the fire grate, he was pulled away quickly and only suffered burned and scarring to the right side of his face around his eye and temple. Unfortunately in the commotion the logs were knocked out of place and the fire spread, trapping Ienzo. He was rescued by the fire service but died the next day in hospital.

After this Zexion regressed, his development slowed and he suffered trauma at the loss of his twin. It was then that the imaginary friend started, conversations with himself in the mirror to replace his lost brother began. Zexion also became borderline paranoid and his obsession with following the 'rules' began. His parents were concerned about his pretending that his brother was there but they were nervous about getting help for this. By the time he was 13 Zexion had been diagnosed with severe OCD and ASR. He started therapy but was unwilling to co-operate.

By the age of 16 it was well established that Zexion was suffering some form of split personality issue to make up for the loss of his twin. The OCD and ASR had not improved and so drugs were prescribed. The drugs resulted in a period of extreme depression, believed to result from his young age, and he was taken off the drugs. During the next few years Zexion became more out of control and violent, killing animals and writing about them in his diary. One night at the age of 18, in a heated argument with his parents Zexion was accused of being the reason for Ienzo's death. His father made a comment that 'if they weren't twins then they [the parents] would have one brilliant child instead of one dead child and one fucked up one." In a fit of rage Zexion took a kitchen knife and stabbed them both to death. When asked about the incident Zexion stated that 'it was not him, it was Shadow." He was then assigned to a secure unit and his Acute Stress Response developed and worsened into Posttraumatic Stress Disorder.

FURTHER INFORMATION:
Patient:
Medical Disorder: Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) AKA. Multiple Personality Disorder
A psychiatric disorder in which two separate identities or personalities 'share' control of the subject's body.
Zexion is the host of his body; he is aware of Ienzo but does not remember his actions or conversations. Ienzo is much less aware of Zexion although he recognises that he has an unusual body being almost as tall as the adults despite his age. Zexion also suffers auditory hallucinations (Shadow) and occasional bizarre delusions suggesting an undiagnosed moderate Schizophrenia.

Possible set-offs of disorder: Awkward social situations, unwanted physical contact.

Medical Disorder: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
An anxiety disorder in which the subject suffers negative, intrusive thoughts that are appeased by rhythmic or repeated behaviour.
Zexion has rules in his head which must be followed. His routine for getting washed and dressed is precise and he finds numbers to be a particular downfall. Counting objects, actions, or just getting stuck counting in his head and not being able to stop. Washing his hands is a frequent one, also the desire to walk on the left of people. He also has to set volumes to particular numbers such as multiples or 5 or even numbers.

Possible set-offs of disorder: Breaking or interrupting a sequence or action, talking about non-symetry, pointing out patterns or numbers.

Medical Disorder: Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
A severe anxiety disorder in which the subject's ability ot cope with an event is overwhelmed.
Zexion developed Accute Stress Response after being burned an a fire and watching his twin brother die,  it developed into PTSD after the murder of his parents. Zexion suffers frequent nightmares about these events and can occasionally have flashbacks. He still has an extreme phobia of fire from the first event. He suffers bursts of extreme anger and has an erratic sleep schedule.

Possible set-offs of disorder: Talking about death, asking about his past or why he has been put in the assylum, fire, memtion of parents, kitchen knives.

Medical Disorder: Anorexia Nervosa coupled with Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD)
An eating disorder in which the subject avoids or severly restricts their food intake. This can be coupled with purging (laxitives or inducing vomiting) and over exercising. A disorder in which the subject is massively conserned with their physical appearence and is focused on, or convinced of, a flaw in their body.
Zexion measures himself every day and weighs himself whenever possible He keeps a detiled report of what, and when, he eats. He exercises regularly and although he dislikes vomiting he will purge his body occasionally after Ienzo has been on a candy spree. He has been hospitalised for this before which resuled in a feeding tube being sewn into place in his arm to keep him from ripping it out. By controlling his body he can escape from the frantic disorganisation of his mind. He is obsessed with numbers and the bruising on his left arm is caused by Zexion trying to make himself 'more symetrical' after he measures his body. He is also disgusted by the imperfections of his face and can cope with his a-symetica hair style because it hides his constant reminder of that day so long ago.

Possible set-offs of disorder: Constant problem. Exeserbated by consumption of food, especially when forced. People making comments about his body, conversations about attractiveness or body image, mirrors.

Luxumia: One of Zexion's alters. She is extremely promiscuous to the point of nymphomania. She comes out when Zexion is aroused or excited but his OCDs and issues prevent him from acting on it. She will attempt to bed anyone regardless of the risk and is unphased by someone's looks or gender.

JJ: One of Zexion's alters. Rude and homophobic JJ says what he is thinking without caring. He isn't phased by other people's feelings and he is known for being harsh and upsetting people. He does, however, care deeply for Jamie like a brother.

Jamie: One of Zexion's alters. Sweet and innocent Jamie is kind. He doesn't get out much and he is the only one that Shadow speaks through out loud. Low in confidence but large of heart Jamie has been beaten down by Shadow over the years but he still tries to be kind to others.